dkjsfhkjgshf i had been playing TF2 for like 6 hours yesterday
and i wasted my day on that game LMAO
minow and her frd joined me and i had fun XDDDDD

minow told me people kept yelling at her to spycheck LMAO
AND IDEK WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN LMAOLMAO
apparently just randomly shooting 'teammates' to see if they are spies

LMAO and apparently people don't yell at me coz
I SUCK AT REMEMBERING MY OWN TEAM COLOUR SO I SHOOT EVERYONE ON EARTH
and people might think i'm not being a freakin noob and ish doing spychecks LOLOLOL

THEN AHHHH i played S4 for the first time!
it's kinda fun except there are hackers sob
and like people are just idk childish, they call each other names

and i such at that game lmao
shall play moreeeee so i get into the more exciting part of the game haha

TOTALLY NEGLECTING SCHOOL

( whine )k so i had my first chem lab today
and it's gay too
( more whine LMAO )
anddd we got our own samples
it's actually kinda ...exciting? coz this year we get to have our own plastic bottle thing
to put our own samples in it, and bring it with us, yeah home too
it's like realll scientistssss

there's 1-72 samples and baw i was late so i couldnt get my lucky number LMAO (how old are you again)
and i got a 60 bottle with white powder in it

i'm not really looking forward to this
coz ... everything is just SMALL
beakers are only like 5ml . 10ml and what, 15?
LOL everything is so small so i think, it's easier to spill things and make mistakes

sob wish me luck

ahh I was talking to lordo today and we kinda end up talking about meat
and i was thinking about my diet

i eat, TONS OF CARBS... veg would reallly... probably the second, and i bearly eat meat
i don't eat chicken at all ,coz the meat is not tender enough, and i just...don't like the texture
for beef, lamb, pork ,
i only eat the ones that are finely cooked .. like the ones with best quality,
fat and juicy, served with sause

i eat fish, but the most tender ones

ahh i'm such a PICKY EATER
but only with meat ?

idk i eat tons of carbs lmao; like bread , noodles , potatoes, pasta, i like them a lot, more like addicted
and i eat veg with no doubt, just some veg with certain strong tastes would make me go blech

but yeah, i guess, i'm really
half a veg lol

i draw better with a mouse.
true facts.

my tablet is only a year or 2 years old, and... before that
i had been using a mouse to draw, for 7 years.. i think i'm really more of a mouse user
and i really need to work on using a tablet..

 now i'm back to a mouse coz i left my tablet in canada 
i like using a mouse and i put more effort and IDK
this is just sad uhgughugh

i wanna be good on a freakin tablet not a mouse QDQ

um..


( lmao.. )

anyway i went to shopping with my mom for like 4 hours in the freakin same mall
and it was just boring
but i bought quite a lot of stuff so idk

ahhhhhh idk my mood is just crappy these days
idk whyyyydsgjdlfksjglksjfkgslj

k i'm done,
( random sketch )

i've been having fun
my friend leaves tmr and it would be sad
sdlkgjsdfg

I've been eat a LOT
 like.. A LOT
and i dreamed of myself weighing 800 pounds LOLOL
and coz today was the day my school announcing our final grades
i kept on dreaming about myself failling, woke me up and repeated like 3 times at least LOL ;;
so i finally woke up at 11am and checked my score
this score is quite important since i needed a minimum B to take the next level
and i knew i wasnt doing so great...

well and it was A- and it made my day haha
anyway today i played tennis and went swimming it was very tiring to begin a day

idk it's very tiring
it was even the last day i will be with my friend this summer sob
dgfjgslfkjgksg
school starts soon i hate life

anyway erm i will be going to NY and meet jin tmr
haha hope everything will go JUST ALRIGHT<3

KANPA LET'S PLAN OUR MEETING NOW<3